Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Half a cup of tea - (Chapter -17) I met her sorrow

It was 2 am in the morning , what most of us would say the middle of the night.
I was lying there on a cold numb floor looking at the cieling of my room. The thoughts
were crawling fast on my mind , that time i never sensed it was cold and whole of my body was going numb. "Will she ever love me the way people get loved?”
She was deep in slumbers in the other room . All this time i was thinking about this silhouette lying in the other room , a svelte , silhouette who was all about love for me.

I took a Marlboro and dragged the fag . Not really smoked but tried to puff some rings out of the smoke.In the smoky dark things were not certain to me , about this relationship if I could call it one .And here he was lying , Atharv, still like his name with a bunch of maddening emotions within .
She had wished me a gudnite and some sweet dreams some two hours back .I was still thinking the same thing. “ should I have kissed her a gudnite ? should I have hugged her a gudnite ? should I have gazed in her lovely deep eyes ?”
In the middle of all this , when I was oblivious of my surroundings . She came through the aisle inbetween and said “You have insomnia or its just the ciggi that keeps u awake ? “ she said sarcastically smiling . I didn't let the wonderful feeling go away
“ well I have other pretty things keeping me awake" , I said looking at her eyes mischieviously. She looked into my eyes and said “ well i'm kinda loosing sleep these days too” .
“ I hope its not me,though I will wish for it” I mummbeled jumbelled with some laughter springing in silent room.
“ And about your sleepless nights,I know its me, but its not something I wished for” there was a melancholy in her voice this time. She kissed me on my cheeks for the first time ever and went to the other room draping herself in a wollen shawl.
“ sometimes u want something, well you get that something ,but then at that moment somehow you can't hold that something” she said and walked away .
And that was the first time I got to know about her pain , though oblivios of wat it was,
and I thought to myself “ I want to heal her sorrow” .


  1. hmmm..

    Would read the othrs later...

    try to..

  2. “ sometimes u want something, well you get that something ,but than at that moment somehow you can't hold that something”

    bull's eye - point blank ! brilliant thought, put so lucidly into words ! :)

  3. visit me exclusively

  4. wat do u want vyas???i mean...!!why do u write such fantabulous blogs..that tuch anybody's deepest core..n then u expect ki i shudnt even praise u for this??
    u have noone else to compete bt vyas himself!!
    kudos man!!!!

  5. cant wait to read the entire series thats cookin in ur brain now for 'Half a cup...'!! Wonderin' if the basic storyline is already there in ur mind till the end or u go abt it as when u sit down n write.......!!

  6. abt the end...i wud love the extremes...if its a happy mushy one..shud be able to stir all ur firsts....instill a happy good feel...!
    if a tragic one...shud make me cry........

  7. wow so you are writing a story through your blog. its a great story though. ;))

  8. wah ladkey one more piece of articulate writings from vyas unleashed mind... i will read all of this atharva...see a lot of links between him and me :)

  9. amazingly written.......fantastic approach.........would luv 2 read more......& wish u luck 4 future....all d bst.......!!!!!

  10. @indrajit ,kanika,poo,rash,nitya,nika and anonymous

    THANX PPL !!
    will update the series soon :)

  11. Brah ! ...Awesome... was sitting idle when I thought of visiting your blog. Made my day :) ..Effing A. GeeOh :P